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More Than One

Sure, it’s great being an only-child with all the stickers I could ever want and a top-of-the-line computer with games galore.  But, nothing can replace having a sibling that although you may not always see eye to eye with, will most likely be the longest relationship you have in life.  A sibling will share the same core beliefs instilled into you from your parents, and will still be there through every failed heartbreak or career failure.  This is why I knew I always wanted to have at least two kids.  I love having one of each: a boy and a girl so I can see what a difference it is to raise them.  But, I also secretly always wanted to have two girls.  To see a sisterhood grow over the years would have been so fulfilling because I had always wanted a sister myself.  Maybe a third baby?  Nah, I’m not crazy.

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