Sure, it’s great being an only-child with all the stickers I
could ever want and a top-of-the-line computer with games galore. But, nothing can replace having a sibling
that although you may not always see eye to eye with, will most likely be the
longest relationship you have in life. A
sibling will share the same core beliefs instilled into you from your parents,
and will still be there through every failed heartbreak or career failure. This is why I knew I always wanted to have at
least two kids. I love having one of
each: a boy and a girl so I can see what a difference it is to raise them. But, I also secretly always wanted to have
two girls. To see a sisterhood grow over
the years would have been so fulfilling because I had always wanted a sister
myself. Maybe a third baby? Nah, I’m not crazy.
Thank you for the lovely notes and cards of comfort and warmth yesterday. To be honest, I was a bit surprised to hear from some of you, but it's nice to know there are a few people actually reading this blog. I feel a lot better today because of you guys. *virtual hugs* Time also has a way of lessening the deepness of the sadness. I'm sure there will be days ahead that will be difficult again, like when I actually see my mom in person for the first time, but I'll cross that bridge then. In the meantime, I'd like to continue doing regular things to further distance the sad feelings and memories. I wish I blogged more regularly so that I wouldn't start forgetting things, but c'est la vie. Ethan has gotten used to his new shoes now, and doesn't protest putting them on as much anymore. We did go to Little Gym in our area, and Ethan was curiously terrified. He wouldn't let go of Lucas, and refused to be put down. Even his legs and...
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